Happy New Year! bahhh! haha. dunno why, but I seem to be on this liking to say bahh like gaga and haha every time i start typing on msn.
Seems to me that I have not been blogging for quite sometime, AGAIN. well, as usual, i'm here to sweep the spider webs off my blog with some posts =D
This week have been quite an interesting and lazy one. it has been raining for almost the whole week! haha. creating a very nice atmosphere to visit God is lala land. haha. yup. spent quite sometime at home (finally some time at home during the holidays). haha.
Had several events this week mainly meeting Jia, gurl and daniel for lunch, sort of like a MCG, shepherding at my shepherd's hse, MM retreat and COUNTDOWN! haha.
MM retreat was great. managed to bond to not only the mm team, but also the lights and sound team. really saw each of us as part of a big family then in a ministry. really glad to see most of the team down for the retreat at santosa. haha. the chicken team! and the banana team! haha. it was fun, but most of us got sunburnt at the end of it, after dunking many of us into the sea, and we managed to get the gurls wet =D. really glad to see how da xiong and da jo lead the two teams =D. hehe =)
Today went for countdown! i was feeling kinda down with after hearing the attendence of the group that are turining up for the countdown today. Only me, wilfred and bingliang was able to make it down. was thinking about what happened to our group during the holidays. actually, many things happened. and it happened so fast that i hardly had any time to react. one of our very dear cl had to leave for australia to study and the group started to fall apart. suddenly, everything seemed to be in a mess, and with the sec4s having their big O, the group suddenly was left helpless. even as the sec4s finish their Os, things never really improved. infact i felt that we became worst. I'm not sure why, but it felt different. the group felt so different from the eastD2n3 that i knew after encounter. problems after problems started to flow into the group, and we didn't even stay in a constant number, infact, our number fell drastictally. People started to get discouraged and emotional. It was kinda hard... hard to bring up the atmosphere in the group again. is God trying to mould us? or is He testing out faith... desire... love... really hope to see the same spirit after encounter camp in eastD2n3 again. the same hunger for people and the desperation, love and care for people. People far, astray from God...
God change us. change our hearts...
+ AMEN
Child of GOD
Aloysius Koh
a.k.a. aHboy
yHoppie Caregroup(ed):
eastDee2
minOps1 Shepherd(ed):
DiQiang
Jason
BingLiang
JianCong Sheep(ed):
Wilfred Offical yHope Support Crew!
